January 2010
31 posts
today is just not my day.........
i woke up a little late, i wasn’t able to finish my reading, i didn’t get an email in time to print out papers i needed for class, i’m not satisfied with my presentation, i forgot to get email lists, i forgot to mention apsa cultural websites, i got my hopes up and then dropped, guys drive me crazy, girls drive me crazy, i don’t think i’ll see much of my friend, i...
1st gbm of the semester
excited!
one good day - barbie’s cradle
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productive-ness
i feel that i have made great use of my weekend. i had dinner with my mom friday night. i studied a little when we got home. saturday - i spent the day with my family. earlier in the day i talked with my mom and brother and worked out, then in the afternoon we watched avatar. sunday - slept in a little (woke up around 9) and then i went to fcn retreat. kinda figured out which part i want to play....
death by chocolate - de phazz
"you cannot not communicate"
- Palo Alto team
the intentionality debate
among the many findings emanating from a series of scholarly papers was the assumption that “you cannot not communicate”; meaning that possibly all you say, don’t say, do and don’t do is communication.
for example, say you see me sitting outside the new apsa office studying. i have head phones on and i am facing towards the...
Can I kick it? - A Tribe Called Quest
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dreaming
again i wake up to a dream with you in it, i wake up and realize that the friendship we had is just that, a had friendship and not a current one. i know you don’t care, so i probably shouldn’t too.
"hawt dawg wit sauer krawt"
classes start in two days. i am excited, i am nervous and i am scared. there is so much to plan for this semester, but when i start feeling overwhelmed i just look at photos of and think about retreat. there’s so much i want to do and i know i’m going to have to put myself out there, stretch myself thin at times and i will have to work with an array of people. i feel like all the...
i love eboard
shhhhh we’re in our eboard meeting going over bylaws.
i love each and every one of them, i cannot bare to imagine what i would be doing or who i would be without them <3
i’ll add pics later
my bff
yay! i woke up around 6:30, although i fell asleep around 9:30 the previous night and audrian was over. mah bad homie. yesterday was productive in my opinion. took care of some business, went to work, but didn’t have work to do,and my greatest accomplishment yesterday was finally hanging out with my bff =] i miss just talking to him about everything and nothing. i know that we’re both...
perception
woke up late, so i went to work in the afternoon. ended my night talking and walking around balboa with justin. i wish i had my camera, the place looked mysterious. a great set to film a video.
our story unfolds upon the stage of Spreckels Pavillion lit by the celestial entities above. the first scene will be of us as young children, biding and frightful of what we are not familiar with; hesitant...
tired, but not sleepy, and a bit upset
maybe i’m just being dumb, i don’t know, but i’m upset.
so i’ve been sleeping late, really late, like a.m. late. the past morning (Sunday) i went to sleep around five a.m. because i made pancakes for breakfast on top of just being an insomniac. i woke up around 7:30, ate breakfast and went to 10 o’clock mass with my family. afterwards i got a haircut, we ate,...
when i meet a friend of a friend and that friend says “oh it’s nice to meet you, i’ve heard so much about you” i hella wonder what they’ve been told…..
when i ride the trolley and i’m sitting across from people and our eyes make contact for even a sec i wonder what they were thinking. i wonder if they were wondering what i was wondering……
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i just came home from a sleepover (yes those still happen) with a few of the girls. we each didn’t go very far from our own homes, but it did feel like we got far enough away from everything around us. we spent our time cooking and baking and of course we talked and talked and talked. we talked about then, now, and maybe what will be. this time was very much needed. lets do this again next...
it was just a dream...
i had received a call from someone i don’t talk to anymore really. he said that he had never told me how he really felt and that he was really angry so he was going to tell me now, but first he was going to play a song first. i can’t remember what the song was, i couldn’t really pay attention, i was trying to find an empty room in my house to take the call. after the song i...
time frame
when i was younger, i wanted to be married by the age of 25.
i am now 20. im in my third year of college, unsure of what career i want and i’m single.
when i was younger, i wanted to date a person for at least a three years and be engaged for at least a year. so that would mean that i would have to start dating someone i wanted to marry by the age of 21.
i am turning 21 this year.
i...
late night rendezvous
that feeling you’ve never felt for anyone else and you just know, you just feel and you know that you love them. this love is not like how you’ve loved anyone else.
first love and true love
late night talks with athena and justin
washing dishes, looking out the window
i hope to find a rainbow
gonna find that pot of gold
buy me disney vhs classics before they’re all sold
maybe a house with a picket fence
or i’ll view the world through a camera lens
either way i’ll have my pot of gold
and figure out a way to get my story told
