was a good first day. felt a lil off, but turned out to be good. it was exciting in the morning and then relaxed in the afternoon. i believe that the mood of today is a major precursor to the mood of this year. oh and btw i miss you. and you know who you are. ps. first for the first day of school, i finished both the sudoku and the crossword =]
first day again
eff i hope this year i do better.
woof woof woof
[walking home from bball practice with the girls] valley girl za: it’s jan’s dog cile: woof woof woof shut the fuck up motherfucker mille: oh shit cile: oh shit, it’s not on a leash! run! we ran faster than we did in bball practice hahahahaaaaaa
jremy: At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with...
with my bf from high school he is my constant, my rock, the one i run to when my world is spinning too fast and i can’t hold on gummy bears, long talks in the car and singing to all the songs of our yester years
i was looking through some old pictures and i found some from when my lil brother was born and from miguel’s 8th grade promotion. to these guys i will always be their sister. to my brothers, i will always be ‘ate’. my lil brother never ceases to surprise me with the simplest of actions. he’ll be eating a snack, see me and ask me if i want some, if he sees me sitting...
happy yesterbirthday thena! we gotcha to drink, so mission accomplished. i hadn’t hung out with some a these peoples in a long while, so twas good fun. needa do that more. speakina birthdays, who wants to cliff jump with me for mine next month? =]
so leaving friday just before noon to meet up for the apsa eboard retreat, i was with a few friends i hadn’t hung out with in a while. friday was a bittersweet day. exciting for the planned weekend away and nostalgic for the memories of friends leaving. on that note, i can’t believe it’s been a year and now they’re going back home. i try not to think about it all too much,...
i just realized that i did give many chances and did take many chances. as wrong as they were, i at least took the chances. i can say that at least
i don’t know what to do. do i just stand by, be here for them when they need to talk, when they’re telling me their side and how they feel? i tel them all the time to talk to the other. i listen whenever they need to say anything. i tolerate it all. what more can i do? i fell as if it’s not my place. i don’t know how long i can take this anymore, but i feel like i owe it to...
yea, i know jeremy, “you haven’t been keeping up with posting.” i’ve been trying not to think so much and just have fun.